Thursday, January 12, 2006

Loved Ones

Sadness, wishful thinking and more sadness creeps into my mind and my heart slows down its beat because I am once again thinking about loved ones.
There are "cared for ones" that inhabit my mind from time to time but the heart is unaffected; but the loved ones, the ones that are part of our chemical makeup and whose connection to us is not only physical but sometimes unexplained by science; those are the ones that can make us question our own life's purpose.

My love is travelling trhough time and space now, trying to reach the destination of those loved ones thousands of miles away. Sometimes is not the distance, sometimes is the state of mind.
Love was yesterday, it is today and it will be there tomorrow, reach out and grab it, enjoy it and then pass it on. I will try for as long as there is life in me.

I love you EQ, HQ and DQ.

8 Comments:

Blogger Ben Harcos said...

First of all: Damn right! Science is limited.

And Sadness. Hole in the heart. Aaah, that letting-go-thing can be such a bloody pain in the back.

But I tell you now (you already know that - I just want you to read it from someone else) - when you go, YOU WILL be able to say: "I have loved. And I have been alive."

From my point of view, that is worth some sadness and MUCH better than shades of nothing.

6:56 PM  
Blogger Mr Q said...

Thanks Ben. The two essentials of my life and self realization, can't say those enough. Love and Life.

5:22 PM  
Blogger Infinitesimal said...

Hi,

There is a book called "Many Lives, Many Masters" and I bet you would like it.
It details with empirical evidence that there is a connection that goes between lives and people. It says that people orbit one another like planets. They have different faces in different lives, but they all orbit one another over and over...the loved ones, the connected.
I hope you can find time to pick it up, it is a good read.

12:51 PM  
Blogger Mr Q said...

infi,
Thanks for the reference. I can't lie and say: "I'll read it" because I have personal issues with touching books, however i am already looking for a pdf.

4:29 PM  
Blogger Infinitesimal said...

Please to explain "personal issues touching books"????

9:53 AM  
Blogger Mr Q said...

I respect books. One of the issues I have is the unability to comprehend the context sometimes, perhaps I could have some sort of reading disability, but if its on a web page of a pdf, I can read fine, also; I have not attended school here in the US and the english that I speak, write and work with has been self thought, so I am miles away from being able to ellaborate on a more understood manner. Blogging gives me an opportunity to practice the written word, but I wish I could measure the accuracy and comprehension of the context. I am grateful that there are a few great people who take time to read my thoughts. That's what I meant by "touching books".

1:47 PM  
Blogger Infinitesimal said...

Well, I got news for ya buddy,
If you are dumb in English you must be BILLIANT in Espanol. Do you realize that you are one of the more put together and elaborate people I have encountered in quite awhile.

You do not have a lot of pomp and fanfare. You just are yourself....you know, eatin' armadillo and posting the recipe. The usual.

And it is so remarkable to me that you are who you are , because so many peole have egos when they are bright, and want to show off. You just quietly put yourself out and wait for someone to notice.

I like people like that. That is the clear mark of a genuine person.

So, I hope you like the movie. It is a depiction, at times of what life is like with migraines. The lead character gets them and so reminds me of myself in his descriptions (the star is also the director and writer....I think)

You may have to view it more than once to catch the point. It will entertain you.

Have a good one, my friend the letter Q.

3:36 PM  
Blogger Infinitesimal said...

Shoot Shoot Shoot

A forgotten PS:

I like to read the dictionary. It is as quick or as long of a read as you want it to be, so that is good. And you can just open up any old place and begin, and it only lasts for a minute, so it is not too boring...to track down a word, learn it's latin root, and define it properly in speech.

I also enjoy the phone book, but that is just because I would always move from state to state. It is good to know what's out there.

OK, end of PS

over and out.

3:39 PM  

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